I don’t know.
Who to talk to. My boyfriend says talk to him when something’s wrong. But I can’t… not on aim. For the past days I’ve been generally happy. But hmm.. today things turned that around, and it brought back everything that’s eating me up insidde. My boyfriend’s talking to me on aim, like he doesn’t even give a fuck about me. It’s whatevers though. I’m in no mood to bitch whine or complain. I just needa let it all out… I’m on the verge of tears AGAIN, yeah I cried to him about some shit, but that’s not even half of what runs through my mind. I listen to him as much as I can and I believe what he says, but my gut instinct is still achiinng… I need my bestfriend.. I’ve got enough reassurance… but not about what I’m truly searching for. Only cuhs there’s no way to let that out..
